Mama, I miss you so much

There’s nothing harder than needing your mother and not being able to feel her hug.

Not a day goes by without thinking about you, I miss you so much and I wish that you are in a better place.

It’s been three years already and it still feels like yesterday; I miss you so much, mama.

You left us when I needed you the most, your grandkids ask of you, and all I can tell them is that you are always here for them even though they can’t see you.

The day you died I knew that spring will never come for me again; it might all be winter from now.

You were my best friend and each moment of my life was always spent with you; even when we were not together I always made sure I face timed you.

Now, I can’t see your face any longer, all I have are the memories that I will always cherish for the rest of my life.

I can remember how we planned to spend Christmas together; my kids were so optimistic to meet you.

We planned to visit Papa’s grave as we have always done, this time around I was visiting both of you alone.

Mama, it was hard having my last child; you were always by my side during the previous births and this time around it felt so lonely that I wished to be with you.

Mama, words can’t describe how much I miss you, I will always pray for you to rest in peace until we will meet to part no more.

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