I feel myself changing; I don’t laugh the same anymore, I don’t smile the same or talk the same. I am so tired of everything, mentally and physically.
Growing up I thought life was a bed of roses, and it was always happy after as I saw in movies.
Life took another turn on me when I lost my parents and started life from scratch.
I watched everyone I thought was my family leaving me; they said I had nothing to offer.
I begged for even if it was food to eat, I received none. I knew better than anyone to brace up and build my empire.
My dad’s will was read and the only thing left in my name was the family house. I knew it was fishy, as my father will never leave his companies and fat accounts to his brothers as they were never in good terms.
I didn’t know what to do, or whom to run to. When my friends heard that I no longer had anything apart from the house; they all left and never even came to console me for my loss.
I knew it was me against the world; I saw humans as nothing but deceitful and hate.
I can’t remember the last time I laughed or smiled; my life seems messed up, and I can’t think of anything better than giving up.
It’s all in the past as I built my empire and took everything everyone ever took from me.
I feel myself changing a lot, as the once happy me was gone forever; I am broken beyond repair and I knew I will be like that for a very long time.
Those who don’t know my story call me arrogant, rude and grumpy; if only they knew my story.