Some people will hurt you and then they will act like you hurt them. One thing I‘m proud to be holding onto is never depending on people for my happiness; I create my happiness and I live with it.
Life has never been the best and it has always been from one heartbreak to another. At some points, I felt I was toxic and shouldn’t be in any relationship.
I hated myself for never been perfect, clumsy, and never bring anything good to the table. I decided to work on myself and it was during those moments I found out that I was never bad or toxic for anyone; I was with people who always make you look like the bad egg.
I learned my lessons the hard way, and then I stopped putting other people first before me.
My years of friendship were not different from a nightmare, up until now I can’t believe I apologized and cried over petty things that were never my fault; I was turned to the villain of the story.
Most times, I was hurt and didn’t have anyone to talk to or a shoulder to lean on, no one understood what I was going through or believed what I had to say, because they already believed I will always be wrong.
I was with someone who will always turn the odds to be in their favor; I was with someone who will always play the victim even in situations it’s her fault that things went wrong; she will always have a reason to justify her actions and make you the villain of the story.