Have you ever just started crying because you have been holding in your emotions and pretending to be happy for way too long?
My marriage wasn’t the most horrible‚ but it was close to hell. A marriage I had no say about whatever that happens at home and the abuses that came with it.
At some points I hated my parents for giving me out to a man I knew nothing about; I was angry they weren’t alive to see the pains I’m passing through.
I have been married for 6 years and in those years it was like I was a prisoner. To the outside world‚ we were one sweet couple worthy to be emulated and adored; if only they knew the man I married was a monster.
I was stopped from visiting people or people visiting me; he did that to stop anyone from seeing the scars on my body.
He treated me like an animal and always clamped down on my emotions; I had no one to talk to and my emotions were burning inside me.
I stopped feeling anything in those six years; I was just alive and breathing. His people never believed anything I said; I have tagged the unfortunate wife that wants to bring down her marriage with her hands.
I was asked to be happy in front of people‚ and I could say so far I’m a good actress. I was with him on our usual media tour when I started crying all of a sudden; I didn’t know why I saw my emotions all over the place.
I didn’t know when I started letting out all that happened in our marriage; it got to so many human right bodies and he was asked to stay far away from me.
I was tired and needed to let it all out; I did and it saved me a lot; always learn to let out all your pains it only hurts more when you keep it in.